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Your storyMy depression 0 thank GODDDDDDDDDDD for chemicals … It’s covering the real me though… But for now I am the Blue and Pink Man … Today in Wegman’s waiting for blue and pink decided to walk around shopping but for a reason I had 20 minutes to kill and wanted to find stimulation ….. I kept following this 5 ft about,,,, tight black thighs and butt shiny parts… After a while it became totally noticed apparently you just notice. I was trying to find others but nothing really appeared… But I think shopper liked it because facially it wasn’t cutting like the rest like shopper wore that cause ok possibly comfort but certain males go into a zone and if shopper had any concept of tight contour power that was like all the shopper had in a way …. But shopper seemed to have self together but I can tell shopper was getting either nervous or turned on. I can’t tell in these helpless situations…. I get hooked the image hooks you it’s walking bending over turning around just all this movement with the tightness attained …It’s not like watching a screen.. Tomorrow I will discuss this at therapy with my attractive female ther****t .. I wonder if she will have her hair down…. Sometimes she wears a outfit where the session is just I’m over stimulated … I wish there was a casual canlı bahis place I could go too but all the places I think of are just not my thing it’s not casual it’s overkill…. Maybe I should go into business and explain what we really want and don’t want… Here is a example of not want …..” Centerfolds ” As usual didn’t resolve it with the ther****t which kind of sucked and leaves me helpless and distraught… But there was more but the image kind of looked like this … This began in Kindergarden on a school bus in 1974 with a girl named Gina and wore these purple tight pants a lot. I can’t remember if it was jeans or corduroy or slacks seemed like all of the above but they were tight and this set off a life long trigger.. And I wanted to sit next to this Gina on the bus or as close as possible. Why this happened we can not in therapy come up with a answer. But it has been for like 1974-2019 a serious problem. In junior high I met someone that I still have a crush on and it got so bad there was a few minor incidents where I had dry humping moments I literally couldn’t help myself but was she kind of ok with it I was never sure she probably doesn’t remember and I’ll never ask if she did would I want to yes and continue where we left off… there’s thousands of videos of bahis siteleri this real active behavior when the cell phone was invented that’s how you would film this behavior and some of these videos the female sees this male behavior as non man behavior and just talks sadistically as the act is performed it’s humiliation and whatever it is at the same time makes you feel pretty twisted up… when I first viewed them I was in shock happens usually in South America in public but it’s everywhere, At this point I’m so lost with this it’s like a live or want to die scenario before this writing here I wrote note books on this stuff when PC’s didn’t exist, I had to write it out of my brain … Kind of ruined my life … School life with this was impossible I’m not going into that. But my concentration was all about this chronic issue. If I had a girlfriend that was a fiend and liked my interests… Problem solved. I heard she had interests of her own or did certain things with others . But the details now are un clear. I have told this story before but this time I need to leave this here. Some give the courtesy that women wear these tights leggings or just anything super skin tight but wear something over it so just the legs are noticeable but that is also a trigger to the whole issue… bahis şirketleri What the hell is this and why at 5 did it start and why won’t it stop. I go into zones. I thought I came close to finding someone but that completely didn’t work out, Not really sure what she’s really into I gave up though. This whole thing may come across as a perversion but believe me it’s not now it;s like anything else 30 years ago yeah it was different,. We are far advanced than we were. Certain men can get away with anything. I would be the one with the finger pointed at. Paid services don’t work if one was wondering . Not anymore. The worst part you feel alone and horrible about it but you just want to really resolve when it happens. I also can control it but if I find a women doesn’t mind talking about it usually I become very vocal until I notice either silence or disinterest and believe me I know both, I’m a expert. I miss the phone AOL phone days for sure ….But it’s never resolved And I did and I regret I did a lot of embarrassing things in my time some I was hurt so horribly maybe it’s become sadism at this point because I have lost the number of times where I got so hurt. I remember most of them some probably also remember deep in their past and that’s why I’m not talked to anymore or a could of female friend based on a incident …. But it’s gotten very very bad on site wise … Definitely was NOT prepared for internet madness in 1986Edit or delete thisImage may contain: one or more people and people standing

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